Life, who's in control?

Until now, I always had believed that one controls his/her own lifestyle and destiny. If there's one thing that is imprinted into my heart since my stay in the states, is that I get to choose how to live and thrive. No fortune teller telling me what and who I am. No one to restrain me to follow my dreams.


I am who I am

as long as I play responsibly.


I don't feel like I'm in that situation anymore. things don't always turn out the way I want and I have no way to change it otherwise. My life, without going into the specifics, now has constrains, compromises, jealousy, frustration, and lack of time and sleep. All the buggies that I can't get rid of.

.. and I start have this ringing in my head.. argh..